Broken Pieces

@ this moment, I feel so vulnerable and unhappy with the things that going on..I do not know nor understand why all this!? what for?! and whats the outcome that you are looking for in it? Are you actually enjoying it...? too many questions with no direct answer @ all...-as always-...

Today is the 1st day of Eid Al Fitr, and all I did was stay home then went to my grandfathers house for 2 hours and back home again...I did not enjoy it @ all...I just feel so out of track and lost...mistreated, misunderstood, taken for granted...

its enough..I've done all that i can!!!