In the name of Understanding...

Quote of the day: If you were thinking of someone while reading this, you;re definately inlove ;)..

So based on experience and people I hung out with..He's not perfect, you aren't either! And the 2 of you will never be perfect...But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice and if he admits to being human & making mistakes hold on to him & give him the most that you can.

HE isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking about you every moment, however give you a part of him that HE KNOWS you could break..so DON'T hurt him..don't change him -heck the only time you can change in a man are HIS DIAPERS-LOL...Ahm...moving on..and don't expect for more than he can give.

Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy & yell when he makes you mad & most of all, miss him when he is not around..Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys DON'T exist, but there's always ONE guy that is perfect for you..

& I have that guy on my mind right now....

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Alright Diary, so marriage is all about give or take....Its better that you give her now before she takes it all away from you....Confusing? yes, can be abit...but if you sit down for a moment, just for a moment and clear your head, you'd understand exactly what im trying to say...

Theres more i'd like to say and elaborate, but I dont think now would be the right time...I guess we'll just to have wait and see what comes out of it...

Rock & Roll the World....

Yes mistakes were made between us 2..but im glad we are working it out...you are afterall my lover, friend, homey..I cant lie....you are the apple of my eye...days pass by...and all I can think of is you...I wish things were easier for you...I wish life was more flexible for you...I love and miss our P.T's...I just want you to know that I am with you all the way...and may Allah guide us through the right path where we meet and conquer the world just you and me...I love you, and this time Im not leaving without you...

Ya 5atim Sulaiman...Rihana said it best when she said "I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive...I came to survive, to prosper, to rise & to fly..." But I came to do all this with you only....tick tock..

Broken Pieces

@ this moment, I feel so vulnerable and unhappy with the things that going on..I do not know nor understand why all this!? what for?! and whats the outcome that you are looking for in it? Are you actually enjoying it...? too many questions with no direct answer @ all...-as always-...

Today is the 1st day of Eid Al Fitr, and all I did was stay home then went to my grandfathers house for 2 hours and back home again...I did not enjoy it @ all...I just feel so out of track and lost...mistreated, misunderstood, taken for granted...

its enough..I've done all that i can!!!

Its raining on my pillow...

Have you ever felt like, it's just raining but it's only raining on you? Have you ever woke up and felt like you didn't wanna live today? And have you ever felt like the person you used to be has gone away? If you feel like you're running and there's nowhere for you to hide with the world on your shoulder, you hope that it gets better with time…It's like when it rains and it all falls down on your pillow and there's nobody there to turn to…and you can't get out of it..and you don't know where it will end. Have you ever looked in the mirror and didn't recognize your own face? The days don't seem to get any clearer, you wish you could just fade away. I know what it feels like, when there's no one for you. A friend once told me don't run away from your troubles, open your eyes and realize it's only temporary, It's gonna be ok..thanl you dear friend for opening my eyes to the world!

Pieces of me...

Ever wonder whats it like to live on someone else's shoes other than yours? where would you be by now? how will be? who will you be? will people respect you? are you going to be true to yourself and most of all, true to others? will you be loved? will you be inlove? 'cause at the moment I feel a piece of me is missing and I am not sure where should I search or even start looking!

I feel so lost..

Once upon a friendship..

I miss you old friend, can i hold you? I know its been a long timeold friend do you mind? there was so many things i wish i had said...i ment to love you but i hurt you instead. I've come here now to make amence . Can i sit down beside you? Can we be close again? I miss you old friend!