Marry me, or ELSE!!!!!

Wonder where should I begin, or how should I begin. I've lost someone close almost 3 weeks ago over a car accident and I'm not sure how I should deal with it! I've lost too many close people in the past, and now this..I do thank god at times for having a strong heart to take all this in….Bahia, you are missed terribly, and I wish your parents and family will be strong and have faith that you are in a better place. Ameen!

Furthermore, I tried the new place ''Il Gelato De Burno''. It’s a nice place, I liked the cookie ice cream, though I am no fan of any ice creams. Superman has been off lately, looks like it was that time of the month for him too I guess..lol! but its all good now, he's back to normal Superman which I know.

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about life, and what are my goals, where am I aiming. A lot of goals I plan on achieving to build my career up and be one of the top 10 or 20 most successful women in the Middle East. Dreams do come true, and I tend to do something about it. Yeah no one said its gonna be easy, but baby steps is the answer.

I had a talk with one of my friends a couple of days ago, about Men and marriage. and all I had to tell her was to wonder what it takes to get the two together? If you're trying to get your boyfriend to make a commitment, I have good news and bad news. The good news is that you can stop trying to manipulate, sweet-talk or pressure him into proposing.

The bad news is that there's nothing you can do to speed up the process. That's not to say it'll never happen. Men fall in love and get married every day. But men have their own biological clocks. When they're ready, you'll know.The Sex and the City gang once compared a marriage-ready man to a taxi: At a certain point in his life, he becomes ready for commitment. His "available" light goes on and the next lady in his life gets the ring. Luckily for us, it's easy to tell the difference between a man who's got the light on and one who's just driving around in the dark….

From Sabrina with Love..........

Quote of the day: Love is fire. But whether it's gonna warm your heart or burn your house down you can never tell. - Jason Jordan

For so long we were friends and yes I always knew what we could do, but so many tears in the rain made things very grey! You said ,That love had come to you. I thought you were not my kind I thought that I could never feel the passion and love that you were feeling. And now that you're far and away I'm sending a letter today...From Sabrina with love, She'd got the lover she is dreaming of. She never found the words to say, but I know that today, she's gonna send her letter to you. From Sabrina with love, she took your picture to the stars above and they told her it is true, she could dare to fall in love with you. So don't make her blue when she writes to you From Sabrina with love....

So maybe the chance for romance is like a train to catch before it's gone and I'll keep on waiting and dreaming, you're strong enough to understand, as long as you're so far away I'm sending a letter each day, From Sabrina with love, she's gotta know what you are thinking of', 'cause every little now and then and again and again I know her heart cries out for you. From Sabrina with love, she never found the words to say, ahh but today......From Sabrina with love, she took your picture to the stars above and they told her it is true. she could dare to fall in love with you, so don't make her blue when she writes to you, from Sabrina with love.....So don't make me blue when I write to you, from Sarina with love..............

..bla...bla..bla

Another random thoughts, another random me.....

So had quite a week last week. My grandmother passed away a week ago, and last wednesday, Nutaila's husband pased away while she was in the states, attending her sister's graduation. (allah yir7amo wiyi'3min ro7o fil janaa).

My god I dont know what I would do if i were in her place. I mean I cant imagine myself after 3 months of marriage, and something unexpected like this would happen. I know I would loose my mind, thats for certain!

Hmmm....what else happened?? Oh I attened the Mr. & Mrs wedding of Rima & Faisal. It was nice, music was great. We enjoyed.

I know alot has happened, I just cant put my head togather for some reason. Oh I bought me a 40 inch Plasma a week back, and Im luvin it!

P.S. Im still pissed @ ya! (maybe thats why I cant write right or think right!!) THANKYOUVERYMUCH.......

Dear Diary

Quote of the day: My mind works like lightning, one brilliant flash and it's gone.....

Dear Diary:

Here goes my random thoughts again!

Women. Dont you hate it when they nag alot, and most of the time is nothing as in its just bla bla this, bla bla that!! You see Im not the nagging type (thank god!) and I dont like to talk much either. The only time you'd see me talking, is when I know that that thing will actually be done, otherwise I just keep quiet and not waste a single breath on something/someone worthless to me.

Dont you just sometimes wonder what is your purpose in this life, or what exactly you are suppose to achieve, better yet, WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT IN LIFE!!?? I have, and the way i think I do not find it complicated but people are....based on experience that is...their would always be discremination, or biased, or was6a, or people whom only think inside the box & never outside, dont you just wonder why! Well one thing is for certain, they do so, for thier own good and to hell with others. whatever happened to peace, love & harmony? Is it all gone with the wind or is a tiny small percentage of it still exist in the 3rd earth??

Love, hmmmmm....funny thing about love. You say you want it, wish you could earn it, but it doesnt always work the way you hoped it would. you end up being upset and depressed and actually start to LOATH love, whereas ''love'' has done absolutly nothing to you but gave you what you only desired the most!

People. People could sometimes drive you bananas if you know what I mean. Whom were given brains by mistake, cause they do not know how to use one, or too lazy to use it. People who think just cause they own alot of KA-CHING means they ''own'' you too. This my friend, is what I have to deal with on a daily basis at work. Which i always refuse to take their crap and make sure they know where they stand. Boy, do those kind of people disgust me!

An incident happened to me the other day, when a customer came in and asked for someone, and I had to tell him they are buzy at the moment but if you would like to wait, than please wait at the lounge. he said, "no its alright but can I ask you something? will you go out on a date with me??". Obviuosly that jerk ruined my mood just by asking me that, and kept on insisting on having my number or anything that he can contact me with. those kind of men disgust me, cause they are MARRIED. Another one had to go through my boss to ask if I were single, engaged or married so he can take me out! You know what, I actually prefered it best when I had customers whom were afraid of me, because I would never take thier bullshit even for one second, and make sure they realise what they have done was a mistake by thinking they were right, and I was wrong.

It happened with one of the fools that came into the bank asking about a staff with a different name that no one from the dept knows off, and that fool actually started raising his voice @ me saying ''how can I not know my staff and I am working here!!'' and I kept on insisting there was no one by that name he claimed until later on I realised whom he wanted. I told him that the staff name was X (male) and not Y (he asked for a female name, who doesnt even exist in the whole bank)!!!!! I was so furious with him, that once he was done with that staff and asked if his Over Draft (loan) be done soon, X told him, ''you see that lady over there, she's the boss. and if you it to be done ASAP, then you'll have to go through her!'' lol, that silly customer thought twice, and was scared and just appologised for his mistake and just went as quick as he can from me, asking nothing about his loan...hahahahahaha....

Compering

هذه مقارنة للوضع المعيشي العام بين دول الخليج الإمارات العربية المتحدة:

متوسط الراتب الأساسي للمواطن: 16500 درهم

راتب العاطل عن العمل : 3700 درهم

منحة لكل متزوج : 50000 درهم

أرض مجانية فورية لكل متزوج وقرض سكني بلا فوائد وقدره مليون درهم ويستلمه خلال أسبوع من اعتماد عقد الزواج راتب

عن كل مولود : 300 درهم شهريا وحتى يصل المولود لسن 18 عاماً

قيمة جواز السفر : 20 درهم

قيمة رخصة القيادة : 10 درهم

الكهرباء : 30 درهم شهرياً تسعيرة ثابتة

الماء : مجاناً

قيمة الإقامة للأجانب : 200 درهم كل 5 سنوات

سلطنة عمان:

متوسط الراتب الأساسي للمواطن هو : 700 ريال

راتب العاطل عن العمل : 200 ريال

منحة لكل متزوج : 4000 ريال

أرض وقرض قدره 50000 ريال

ويحصل عليه المتزوج خلال مدة أقصاها 6 أشهر من عقد الزواج راتب عن كل مولود : لا يوجد قيمة جواز السفر : مجاني قيمة رخصة القيادة : مجانية

الكهرباء : 9 ريال ثابتة

الماء : مجاناً

Now i got this online, and if this is true, than its such a shame of whats going on...and why isnt the goverment doing something about it....everyone is just so greedy and thinking of themselves...why dont they try thinking outside of the box for a change!!

Mahaba Ni Tongo!

So these past few days was like a roller coaster, filled with suprises! My collegue from work came to me and he seemed sad, sayin: "I just came from a meeting with one of the clients, and he was feeling so down and low" when I asked him whats was wrong, he told me: "My client just found out that he got cancer, and that he is leaving today 11:00 am to catch a flight to UK, to the bet hospitals there is to cure him, but if the operation did not work..he has only 6 months to live!!" he added: "Sabrina, his wife was with him the whole time, holding his hand while talking...she wanted to cry so badly...but held herself :(" .... My day was in ruins after that...I just thought about the client...and wondered how would one feel if you were givin a time limit to live...how depressed would be, what will you do, where will you start??!!!

Another thing was a friend of mine told me she had an appointment today @ 7:30...I thought she was pregnant or omething, but than she said" "no, no, its not for me..but for my friend. Im taking her to see a shrink!". Curiously I did ask WHY! obviously.....than she told me her friends story....

This girl has been on a relationship with this guy a.k.a 'ANIMAL' for 5 years...apperently in a way they've been playing 'house'...she used to consider him as her husband for everything she has done for him and the sacrifices she has made just to support him, to the extent that she wouldnt buy eid clothes for herself and give him the money to get his own, she would cook for her family but she would also cook seperatly for him, she would give him money so he can collect in order to give her the mahar, she would listen to every word he says, and ignore everyone else, sometimes including her family...she also helped him to build a small nice house for them to 'live' in and gave him the most treasured thing a girl could ever have, she gave herself to him!

And now as the story goes on, the houe has been built and ready to be moved in, the animal got himself another bride! thing is, he has been cheating on her, with another one...lord knows how many.....but than he married someone else.....once the poor girl found out....she went BANANA's, she wouldnt talk to anyone, she wants to seek revenge, she vowed that it was either him, or her to live.....Although I must confess she did try killing him by doing something with petrol, and the tyre...the guy had no idea, but when he went to fill his car, someone noticed it and alerted him....had he not been informed, the car would've been in flames and him in it!

She was upset her plan didnt work, but she tends not give up. My friend called him once and asked him if he was proud for what he has done to her, and he bluntly answered: "I never forced her on anyhting, she did all thi willingly, but I dont mind if she wanted to STAY AS MY MISTRESS!!!" WTF, what is she...some chinese chick name 'SUM YONG HO'...WHAT has this world come to!!!!!

I admit, the girl was a fool for giving him EVERYTHING and get nothing in return....and I know she now hates ALL men, though ALOT have come to propose to her, but still she keeps on refusing them all! I know it will take sometime and no matter how much time she will have to get over it. She is afterall not the 1st to be a victim in these circumstances...and out of these mistakes, I hope all the other women learn and not make the same....

We tend to hear alot of stories similar to this....but the phrase 'Love is blind" can really ruin a person to bits!

Discremination!

Quote of the day: Man's capacity for justice makes democracy possible; but man's inclination to injustice makes democracy necessary. - Reinhold Niebuhr

So what got on my nerves lately, is why is it that MEN would prefer 'marrying' women who have had a 'bad' reputation and being bitching around with sevral guys before him, oh and get this...HE KNOWS HER FULL HISTORY WITH MEN....and actually refuses to marry a woman who has been rapped by bad people.....I mean does this even make any sense to you!!!

I know from my side....I only wish if I could bitch slap the man who does it!! One states out the reason he wouldnt marry a lady who was rapped was because it was 'her fault' WTH!!! how is it her fault....If a lady walks from point A to point B and gets rapped in between, how could that be her fault...!! Even if the girl was asking for it..('cause im sure alot would think that) how is it that she's no better than the girl with a bad reputation!

And why is it that alot of men say that "I'd prefer marrying the girl with a bad reputation in order to protect her from society and in the same time get thawab for out of it" well why cant you do the same to the woman who was rapped...what!? is she a Taboo all of the sudden or something!

I think men should get their heads in the right places and not judge women for what has become of them...and in order to change something out of society I think you should do that by starting with you! You should all love your women, and not discreminate anyone one of them no matter what her status is...A woman is after all is a man rib!