Mixed emotions...

I was happy but then I became sad, but then I started laughing..but then ended up crying...however with all the pain I lived and I learnt...that's because my wound will hurt no one but me..and ppl that cry around me will not do me any good ... I learnt that the most beautiful smile is the smile that I have which covers all the wound and pain..and the most truly and precious tear is the one the falls down in silent without anyone seeing ..I learnt to feel happiness with the people around me, and be sad alone..and the only remedy to that is my acceptance to my self..when we feel pain we knock all the doors of forgetness... Some ppl cry to forget, some laugh to forget, some sleep to forget, some are quiet to forget, and some cheat to forget...but then there are others that do all that but can never forget...I guess what I'm trying to say is...everyone in ur life is going to hurt you...sooner or later...but u have to decide...what's more important? "Pain or The Person"?