Saturday, November 3, 2012

Hollow...

It begins where it ends..in nothingness..A nightmare born coming to me unguarded...whispering images unlocked from times and distance.. a soul unbound touched by others but never held...on a course charted by some unseen hand..The journey ahead, promising no more than my past reflected back upon me..until it lasts, I reach the end..facing a truth I could no longer deny...Alone, as ever..

Sunday, July 29, 2012

In the words of a Broken Heart...

Beep, beep, beep, beep,beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!! This is exactly how Im feeling right now. I feel lost, not comfortable, annoyed, disappointed, taken advantage off, angry, frustrated, and filled with rage!! Are all these emotions in 1 human being even normal?! Right now I just feel dead & empty inside. And I wish if that could change..Am I naive? or do I just have a good heart to forgive. I know for a fact that Im the type of person that I can forgive but I cannot forget. But until when will be this way? until when will I be tolerant & patient? All what I feel right now is my heart turning cold and dead...I just wonder when will I feel alive again.....

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Its not the end...


They can say that I won't stay around…but im gonna stand my ground. You're not gonna stop me…you don’t know me…you don’t know who I am and don’t count me out so fast. I've been brought down to my knees and I've been pushed way past the point of breaking but I can take it…ill be back yes back on my feet. This is far 
from over.
You haven’t seen the last of me. There will be no fade out…this is not the end. I'm down now but ill be standing
 tall again…times are hard but I was built tough and I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of…
No I'm not going nowhere. I'm staying right here. You won't see me begging and I'm not taking my bow just yet 

 You can't stop me its not the end and I say it again, you haven’t seen the LAST of ME…it's just the beginning..

Monday, March 5, 2012

So whats your passion?

Ok so its been a while since I last blogged...and frankly speaking I have absolutely no excuse for it..So tonight I'd like to talk about passion. What does it mean to most of you and what inspires you to be passionate about it. I mean it varies from work, to love life, to life style, to even god forbid working out...lol!! Yeah, so what I said it im passionate in being lazy a couch potato @ times too..and yet again I have no excuse of being lazy...

Anywhooo, as I was saying, you can also passionate about travelling, always being on your feet -ok not in a dirty way y'all- :P . Reading books, making money, ticking off the things you wanted to do on your bucket list, taking risks (one of my favorites), passionate about learning new things knowing that it can do you good in the future or career in a way that you can develop yourself and feel good about yourself. One of the most important things I’ve learned over the past year is the importance of people. 

I like to do things on my own, to go my own way, to make my own path; but I’ve learned how to bring others in to what I’m doing, learn from them and hear what they have to say. It makes learning a lot more fun and far more effective. Another passion would be is that  I enjoy  writing, getting my thoughts and ideas out . I put my knowledge and my ideas down and hearing something from another perspective is amazing.

 And to alot of you who might have a business or start one, I would like to give you a piece of advice: You need to understand that providing value is what separates a successful business from its competitors, but also a successful person from someone who isn’t.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Blue print of a Messy Life...

So I've observed a lot and seen even more and came to a realization and plz feel free to correct me if I were wrong...By looking @ ppl it shows that every individual has some kind of sad story in them and the pain is deep inside that it hurts to some extent...Another individual his conscious shouts out loud with pain from a sin he has done...an Another individual got tired of his wrongs and needs/wants to repent but he has lost his way...another individual inside of her is fear of loneliness and fear of the unknown...another lost cause has suffered from ppl he/she has loved and is still suffering as we speak...

another individual is being someone else other than themselves...another one got sick and tired of the sacrifices he/she has made with no one to thank them...another one got sick and tired of love and loathes it..while another one wants to be loved as the other person is hurt from love in the worse way you can imagine...Then comes a dreamer who wishes to have someone to fall in love with while the other person is extremely scared of growing apart from their loved ones..There are a lot of people who cry everyday because of the people who have left this world and others wakes up @ night crying to Allah and complains his/her problems...

There are individuals who could hardly wait to go home and another one that is writing this..while a lot of people are actually reading this actually find themselves in between in these lines...On the other hand there are other that might not be in this story thinking that no one feels the way they do..However, please remember this...just raise your hands up north and you will find the only divine god   who's knows all your secrets and will help you guide your way to righteous...